I never thought I would be so much attached to animals before I had my first pet JULANE….that’s the name I gave to her. She was so small when my friend Shila handed her to me………such a sweet puppy and her innocence that anyone would fall for her….oh my god, I can’t hold back my tears when her pictures turns into reality in front of my eyes……..
Her eyes with silent gaze…..though silently but expressed all she had in the heart ……..love and loyalty towards us. The way she used to lay and the gentleness while she used to sleep.
The unconditional love she showed towards us is something I cannot express in words. Such a loveable puppy, I bet I won’t get anyone better pet than her ever in life. She still exists within us. That was a wonderful and perfect time we spent together. I still remember her gentle head she used to keep on my lap and the way she shared her silent thought with me. During those years with Julane, I found that the pets are such agreeable friends, they ask no questions and also pass no criticisms. Also there is a saying that, “until one has loved an animal, a part of one’s soul remains unawakened……I felt like JULANE was the one who awakened my part of soul.
But now she is no more with me…. I watched her go with my wistful eyes. The memories that drag me to that moment when she was fighting for the last breath….still awakes me like I had a nightmare. My heart is dissolving at this moment remembering those moments with her. No words can ease the sadness I feel at this moment. I feel like I am still dwelling around her during the time of her death……. Now that she is gone …every morning when I wake up I wonder…..Did I just have dream about my favorite pet…my sweet little JULANE????? Perhaps I did. Perhaps I dreamed…...then i burst into tears.